Free Flow Writing 28 March 2010

Free Flow Writing 28 March 2010Where is my purpose? The importance in what I do? There are things I want to do, but I feel no more drive to do them, because it doesn't seem important. I want to write, I want to write amazing stories that make people think, but for some reason the importance of doing so seems to have escaped me.Sure I could write a great story, with great characters. A story that people can't put down, they see the world through their eyes, they feel what they feel, they see the importance of the characters goals, and cheer them on, all the while seeing what is changing the character. They will cry with the characters, laugh with them, and truly feel almost as if they are them. This is a great story, something I want to write, but feel no drive to write.I've identified what makes writing important, the need to explore themes. Stories drive our world, inspire us to do better, make us think about who we are, and if we are living the best we can. This is all important to the world, but in the end I can't seem to make stories seem important any more. I know I could write a good story. But I can't bring myself to put myself into it, my soul.Why is this? Why am I not seeing that the stories I could write will be important to the readers? It makes me sad that the motivation, the love of the word I used to have when I was younger has fallen away. My action when I do not write, the stuff I do to waste time is far less important then writing, but I find myself constantly doing them. Playing video games, sleeping, drinking, wasting time on movies.Why do I do these things more, rather then write more and put good words on paper that others can enjoy. I have been slowly writing my Soldier Qualification Serial and I enjoy it when I do that, but that isn't something I have to create. It is just my adventures during my course. No real theme or action, just some good times to share with others.I need to find my motivation, and the importance again to write. I love reading and have been doing so more frequently, just having finished Holly Lisle's Talyn. I' m now reading General Rick Hillier's "A Soldier First". His Auto Biography. These books are both great. Talyn is a fantasy, and yet inspires great things from its readers. " A Soldier First" is full of great wisdoms from a great man that changed the face of Canadian Military History and made our army better and more respected then it ever has been in a long time.These books started off as an idea within the authors mind. They both realized the importance of the written word, and they found the motivation to write their books, and their books have both had a great importance on their readers.I need to find my motivation, sit down, and write.